now that the flight has officially been booked i can actually write this post.
last week i found out that i need surgery. its not life-threatening, but it needs to happen sooner rather than later. after taking into consideration the price of doing it over here without insurance and the recovery time, i have decided that the best option is go home for it. this means that i will not be finishing out my contract and staying here until the end of september and then traveling until middle of december, but will be leaving in three weeks.
i was starting to get homesick and was missing a lot of things (hence previous post), but as soon as even the possibility of going home now came up, i immediately knew that missing those things was rather trivial and that i was not ready to leave. the numbers are now playing mind games with me. i dont know why it matters so much, wanting to be away for at least a year. i mean, 10 months is only 2 shy of a year, but when i think about coming home now rather than october or december, it feels a lot more like i just got here. funny how that works.
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